06 July 2011 @ 12:41 am
you want me to be fair to the others, then be fair to me too.
03 April 2011 @ 02:08 pm
a few favourites from yesterday...

i feel: bouncybouncy
02 March 2011 @ 12:28 am
i just pray for a million and one things.

that you will be safe on your bus ride home.
that your body will recover quickly and be stronger than it was.
that your day goes well.
that you always find something to laugh about.
that you will never change from that funny and happy person that i've come to know and love.
that our terrarium grows strong.
that you will have a good day at work.
that the taxi uncle will drive you quickly and safely to work.
that our relationship will be strong.
that you'll always know i still love you despite the crap i give sometimes.
that you will have a good lunch.

i always end with being grateful for what i have. and one of them is always having you.
i feel: tiredtired
23 February 2011 @ 05:35 pm
so. i've embarked on this exercise/diet plan. today is day 1. mainly because i want to be able to wear a bikini confidently in Bali end year. haha. my goal seems shallow but well, what works eh? ;)

hopefully this time the plan works! i wanna be disciplined enough. :x

exercise: 1 hour spin class at fitness first (my butt still hurts booo)
food: half cup soya milk, less sugar (breakfast); fish soup (lunch); rockmelon + dragonfruit (snack)

oh god. i am craving so many things now. i want my coffee fix. boooo.
i feel: tiredtired
08 February 2011 @ 11:45 am
i had a shoot yesterday morning. was. the. worst. ever. (in terms of suayness) my client was late by an hour cuz the makeup artist was late and there were horrid jams. so i watched my ever so beautiful soft light fade away to harsh and hot light... and then i dropped my iPhone and watched in slow-motion horror as it bounced on the road. BOUNCED. ON THE BLOODY ROAD. OH MY ******** GOD. and then, i got scratched by the spare PC in the office - it took out the first layer of my skin. i didn't even realise i was bleeding till i sat down.

the only saving grace was that some of the photos turned out beautifully.

so yes, i am a happy girl after all.
i feel: calmcalm
i hear: Raised By Swans - The Moment I'll Miss
05 January 2011 @ 01:54 am
will you ever be afraid of loving too much?

i get hurt just like everyone else, dear Sam. but the return is worth the hurt. we all have fear - the question is will you let it rule you? ~ jesh

i'm scared to shits sometimes.
i feel: tiredtired
29 December 2010 @ 01:26 am
i sat down to count my blessings on Christmas day and i ran out of fingers! i am incredibly, amazingly, overwhelmingly blessed with good people and good things in my life. i think this year was one of the best years i've had in recent memory and i am so grateful.

this year i:
- attended Jesh's workshop
- met an incredible boy who loves me too
- headed to Bali
- headed to KL
- headed to Paris
- headed to Malacca
- bought my 5D and 2 lenses
- bought my new PC (finally! after years of procastination)
- became a full-fledged photographer
- met people who love my work (it. is. damn. satisfying.)
- ran Nike Human run with above-mentioned boy
- met new friends who are so open and welcoming

it's mindblowing. i'm also grateful for dear friends - who i know have been and will always be there for me. thank you so very much! i love you guys.

i'm really looking forward to 2011. there's so much to do, so much to see, so many places to go. already can't wait for Bali with G. am hoping to go Paris again in August (crossing my fingers that a couple will book me). possibilities are endless, really. can't wait!

incase i don't write again before New Years... happy 2011! it's gonna be fabulous!
i feel: excitedexcited